My worst Nightmare realised last night

I always thought that my fear of water was a basic thing where I am paranoid about drowning. But last night, i managed to add a whole new dimension to my phobia.
It's strange how water in the darkness looks solid.
Marina's are creepy - very murder scene.
And getting on and off a moored boat in the night time is the worst thing you could ever ask someone with hydrophobia to do.
There was a lot of legs over rungs, gripping tightly to measly steel rods for support, some guy in a t-shirt telling you how 'easy' it was and the friend you went with telling you to not fall in.

On the upside, my friend booked this for her 21st.
Very cool with cute fairy lights and it plays 'my cherie amore' by Stevie Wonder. My favourite.