"hey Anna, now that we're half way...everyday we spend here is a day closer to the end than the beginning!"

i was having my tuesday avo nap and through a dream, it dawned on me how much i actually loves it here. I dreamt that I was already back home and unpacking and i says to my mum "when do i go back to New Paltz?" and she says "you're not."
I realise that I didn't get a chance to say goodbye to all the crazies i met along the way. Holocaust Boy and I never had the time to work out. I never got to have Thanksgiving or Halloween. Our international friends Zuzu and Bendy disappeared into fat air.
Plus, I won't get to do my own washing downstairs anymore. I won't have Socks and Sandles for General Psychology or Professor Bumbsters for Postwar America. I won't really need to wear gumboots anymore. I won't have the gym 3 minutes away from me. I'll go back to living at home. I won't have Victoria's Secrets, Abercrombie, Urban Outfitters or H&M.

Then i woke up and freaked out that luci wasn't there because I haven't slept without her for the last 8 weeks but then i realised that she's in her italian exam and has no time for my mind changing shinnanigans right now.
I don't want everyday to be closer to the end than the beginning. Even those damned mountains are looking better because of the fall.